This post was inspired by Mas Yusuf who wrote in his blog about Faktor Internal Penghambat Skripsi (The Internal Factors of Thesis Detention XD). Yep, sometimes thesis can be something that is so annoying. Moreover if you delay it over and over again. It can haunt you even on your sleep. Hahahahah (lebay XD). Anyway, among of the 6 factors that Mas Yusuf’s elaborated, disorientation is the most “attractive” to me, because I feel it and it is happening to me.
11 Juni 2015
Ketika itu aku sedang memutuskan untuk membuat sebuah blog lagi dengan domain blogspot, karena blog wordpress tidak bisa edit-edit CSS kalau tidak premium dan aku sedang ingin bermain-man dengan kode html. Kemudian aku menuju profil google+ untuk mencari teman-teman pemakai blogspot dan aku menemukan dua orang teman sesama jurusan yang suka menulis di sana. Pertama dia teman dekatku yang sudah memakai blogger sejak lama dan sebenarnya aku sudah tahu link-nya dia. Jadi aku agak kecewa kenapa aku harus menemukan dia lagi zzzzt, bukan yang lain saja. Kedua, temanku yang bernama Juni. Aku tidak pernah dekat dengan Juni. Yang aku tahu dari dia, dia adalah anggota breakdance jurusan kami yanag suka memakai rok span hitam pendek dan sepatu kets.
Kemudia aku scrolling halaman dia dari awal. Rupanya dia bukan tipe penulis yang suka menulis beberapa kali dalam satu minggu. Hanya ada satu-dua post dalam satu bulan. Templatenya-pun template otomatis dari blogger, jadi sepertinya dia jarang mengurus settingan (yang tidak seperti aku yang dikit-dikit suka otak atik. Postingan terakhir bulan lalu tentang mantannya yang tak terlupakan, yang ke-dua dan ke-empat tentang … wait, wait, wait.
Me. Here. Alone in middle of people. I’m tired and I want to sleep.
I just slept for about 3 hours last night. I slept at 1.45 AM and woke up at 5.00 AM. It didn’t mean that I want it all, but last night was the
deathlline deadline of submitting my notion paper (PKM-GT). Actually it was not mine only, I have a team that consist of 4 people. I felt confidence and was thinking that we are going to win, because my supervisor very supporting us. Beside that, our paper had a level of high curiosity. Such a good vibe. We should uploaded it in simlitabmas last night, but we couldn’t made it till the time is up. It was 11.00 PM. We failed because my leader group didn’t fulfill the data about researcher’s bio. She said she didn’t know anything about it. It was 11.30 when I ask her to fulfill that data, but she couldn’t make it because her mobile data was lame. When I still found out about how to upload it, I saw the clock and it was 00.06 AM. My body was languid all of sudden. I’m petrified.
Maybe we should finished our paper the day before the deadline, so we could make it and upload it. We have been working hard on it, we have been doint it for weeks, so is it useless? I just don’t want to stop on this. No. After all this time. So, I and I-chan who slept over in my house, went to our supervisor and we told her what we have been trough. Fortunately, we met her in the parking lot, when we were going to her office. She said,
‘Aduh, sayang sekali ya, padahal kalian yang saya jagokan dari yang ketiga kelompok itu.’
‘Mau gimana lagi?’
‘Mungkin karena itu servernya, kan banyak yang upload waktu itu.’
‘Ya bismillah ya. semoga akademik bisa bantu kan Indonesia bisa lah ya kalau atur-atur masalah beginian.’
And no matter how hard we try, we still couldn’t make it.
Although we failed, at least I and I-chan got a job from our supervisor. I don’t know wheter it was a coincidence, or our supervisor was looking for employees, or she felt pity on us. Hahah! Well, at least I got a job. Yey! And she kinda promising to us about make us being her assistant.
Bismillah Ya Allah ..
My literature lecture ask us to make a theme analysis of one one Shakespear’s drama as our final project, then she choose Rome and Juliet. I watched the version on Leonardo de Caprio, but actually I did not like that movies. Besides it is about a tragedy, I think the movie is not really good, though. no offence. so, here, my explanation about theme analysis:
*ps: you may copy paste it but please insert my name and my blog on your references. thank you :))
William Shakespeare is the most famous author in all of English literature. He was born in 1564 to a favourable middle-class glove-maker in Stratford-upon-Avon, England. Shakespeare attended grammar school, but his formal education proceeded no further. In 1582 he married an older woman, Anne Hathaway, and had three children with her. Around 1590 he left his family behind and traveled to London to work as an actor and playwright. Public and critical success quickly followed, and Shakespeare eventually became the most popular playwright in England and part-owner of the Globe Theater. His career bridged the reigns of Elizabeth I (ruled 1558–1603) and James I (ruled 1603–1625), and he was a favorite of both monarchs. Read more